lost .

its not been a good year so far . school has mostly been the problem . for the past few months, i've found out news from my friends . news no one would ever wanna hear . it hurts a lot having to hear this kinda words bout you go around the people you are tryina be friends with , tryina work with . i noe i'm at fault , but enough is enough . you dun have to spread the word to the whole world . do you noe how that feels ? having people around you think of you as a bit*h . no one is perfect , and i'm deeply sorry for all that i have done , but you dun have to take it this far . what am i suppose to do ? my mum ? she'll just go down and shout at them like nobody's problem . they'll hate me even more , and give me more problems . friends ? thanks for the support , but i need to talk to someone at the same time make them learn a lesson . or maybe i'll just wait . bad things happen to bad people . it hurts . 2010 has so far been a terrible year . the worst . i really dunnu how much worst it can get . i'm struggling . i'm sad . i'm hurt . i'm angry . i'm lost . help me find my way .

my hair!!

oh god! went to northpoint that day ...err forgot when ar ...anyways , went to one of the salons there to cut my hair , and the bloody women!! she cut my hair damn short la !! all i liked bout the salon was the products they used . haizzzzzz... suck-ish la . tsk .