now .

Well errr , there's alot i wanna talk about .

Exam's over . Going to mount k really soon . Gonna get back my results, and i'm not too excited bout that . Friends ? the usuals . Boys ? what about them ? -.- June hols coming soon ! and there's a lot happening ! but i'm not suppose to talk about it ;) well then , i dun really wanna go into details , so ...... wish me luck with life .

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help me ! (:

whoah .

wow . didn't see that coming . oh well , i'll just have to wait . my turn will come . gaahhh ! i needa go jogging !! (: trying to look on e bright side of life .

Smile .

Seems like i'm not too stressed like i was a few days back . I'm feeling kinda olrite . Exams this friday . Just gotta do as much studying i can within this few days left for me . (:

Earth

i'm sure there's someone out there for me . now's just not the time huh ? i mean , there are like billions n billions of people on the Earth . i can take my time to find that someone rite ? i dunnu what to do la ...

errrr ...

OMG ! WOW . LIFE IS WONBERFUL . NOOOT . oh wait , maybe its just a challenge huh . gahhhh. i really dunnu what to do la . first , there's school . second , there's you . third there's my friends givin me problems . i mean like , c'mon la ?! stop ! y cant it all stop ! i wish there was someone out there who could understand how i really feel rite now . maybe its me . i'm giving myself problems . u know what ?! i finally realize how much i have disappointed my parents .

3n1 ! this will be the design for the shirt , except there is the logo and the names and stuff behind. And also the colour will be the colour we decided on . The supplier says they are not able to do the initial design we have (the ones below) . Thank You .

Woohooo Week

12 - 16 April ! its gonna be a wwooooohhhooooo weeeeek ! 12-14 sec 2 camp (SL-medic) . 15april hike at bukit timah nature reserve ! friday !! last day of the week !! haizzzzzz .... (:

My Class Tee - Civil War

Finally , my class has well , kinda agreed to a design for our class tee . HOT PINK AND BLACK . Anyways , i'm trying to find a good supplier . Well two suppliers . One for tee shirts and the other for embroidery of towels . Oh ya , and i gotta help design a shirt for Cambodia trip and Mount K. trip . (:

going down the drain .

haizzzzz . problem la school . tsk , frens , classmates . aarrrrggghhhh . i just wanna go out with someone and have a hell of a time . take a time off . i noe it sounds a lil stupid , but , i cant think of any other solution . help .

lost .

its not been a good year so far . school has mostly been the problem . for the past few months, i've found out news from my friends . news no one would ever wanna hear . it hurts a lot having to hear this kinda words bout you go around the people you are tryina be friends with , tryina work with . i noe i'm at fault , but enough is enough . you dun have to spread the word to the whole world . do you noe how that feels ? having people around you think of you as a bit*h . no one is perfect , and i'm deeply sorry for all that i have done , but you dun have to take it this far . what am i suppose to do ? my mum ? she'll just go down and shout at them like nobody's problem . they'll hate me even more , and give me more problems . friends ? thanks for the support , but i need to talk to someone at the same time make them learn a lesson . or maybe i'll just wait . bad things happen to bad people . it hurts . 2010 has so far been a terrible year . the worst . i really dunnu how much worst it can get . i'm struggling . i'm sad . i'm hurt . i'm angry . i'm lost . help me find my way .

my hair!!

oh god! went to northpoint that day ...err forgot when ar ...anyways , went to one of the salons there to cut my hair , and the bloody women!! she cut my hair damn short la !! all i liked bout the salon was the products they used . haizzzzzz... suck-ish la . tsk .

haizzz.....i got alot to say but i lazy to type . -.-

school .

i missed three days of school,but its like missing 3 weeks of school . i don't understand math, physics and chemistry . one cher teach too fast another cher teach too slow(not gonna say who, 3n1,) . I'm trying to do my best . i don't know why I'm so worried bout my studies all of a sudden . i feel like exam's like next week and i haven't studied . aarrrggghhhh!! i tend to get tired easily and go home late nowadays . Coz i would go to the lib or stay back in school and do my homework and stuff . now that I'm sec 3, i have a feeling that there'll be more challenges i will be facing . Say, friendship, relationships, studies, voluntary work, CCA, family and many many more . I hope i can persevere through, be strong and do my best . I'm really looking forward to this year even tough there will be a lot to do and a lot to go through . 2010, may it be a wonderful year , and in order for that to happen , i need to work hard :) u noe wat, dis post sounds weird and dumb . o.O

You.

i sometimes feel so much pain in me. knowing that you wont be there. the feeling sucks like hell. but sometimes i feel like, nth ever existed between us. its like we've just been friends all along and i could somehow forget all the good moments we had so easily. and lastly, sometimes i feel like everything will be fine; half of me says its all gonna be fine, but the other half says its not! i really don't noe what to do. help me.please . i'm scared. anyone.

trouble.

i don't know why, but i feel so troubled. i feel like there are so many things going to go wrong. i really don't what to do. i'm falling down slowly. and i don't think i can get up. this isn't really what i expected 2010 to be. my studies isn't to good. i can't seem to understand anything. my friends aren't to good either. i'm scared.

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school

a lot has happened . and it all happens so quickly. there's nothing we can do about the past. the only thing to do is to move on, 4get bout the past, and be happy . it has been 2 weeks since school started. i'm not doing to well. trying my best. i just hope i can do well in my studies. hope nth gets in the way.

for you.

150110

yesterday was really emotional. from the bus stop all the way to sch. tears were rolling down my eyes . even when i entered the sch, i continued to cry. i couldn't help myself. it was just to painful. its now time to move. i just hope i'm strong enough to do so. goodbye once again.

2009 has passed.

haha. I've not updated my blog for sometime oready. Lazy. Well, a lot has happened. Both good and bad. School's starting soon. A lot of activities going on for me. Each day my heart beats, i feel like, i'm put up with more and more challenges. Each time i move forward, something pulls me back. I have a feeling 2010 will be a challenging year. I've planned to go to the library everyday after school, to either study or do my homework. Gotta work twice as hard as i did last year. Wish me luck.