school .

i missed three days of school,but its like missing 3 weeks of school . i don't understand math, physics and chemistry . one cher teach too fast another cher teach too slow(not gonna say who, 3n1,) . I'm trying to do my best . i don't know why I'm so worried bout my studies all of a sudden . i feel like exam's like next week and i haven't studied . aarrrggghhhh!! i tend to get tired easily and go home late nowadays . Coz i would go to the lib or stay back in school and do my homework and stuff . now that I'm sec 3, i have a feeling that there'll be more challenges i will be facing . Say, friendship, relationships, studies, voluntary work, CCA, family and many many more . I hope i can persevere through, be strong and do my best . I'm really looking forward to this year even tough there will be a lot to do and a lot to go through . 2010, may it be a wonderful year , and in order for that to happen , i need to work hard :) u noe wat, dis post sounds weird and dumb . o.O

You.

i sometimes feel so much pain in me. knowing that you wont be there. the feeling sucks like hell. but sometimes i feel like, nth ever existed between us. its like we've just been friends all along and i could somehow forget all the good moments we had so easily. and lastly, sometimes i feel like everything will be fine; half of me says its all gonna be fine, but the other half says its not! i really don't noe what to do. help me.please . i'm scared. anyone.

trouble.

i don't know why, but i feel so troubled. i feel like there are so many things going to go wrong. i really don't what to do. i'm falling down slowly. and i don't think i can get up. this isn't really what i expected 2010 to be. my studies isn't to good. i can't seem to understand anything. my friends aren't to good either. i'm scared.

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school

a lot has happened . and it all happens so quickly. there's nothing we can do about the past. the only thing to do is to move on, 4get bout the past, and be happy . it has been 2 weeks since school started. i'm not doing to well. trying my best. i just hope i can do well in my studies. hope nth gets in the way.

for you.

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yesterday was really emotional. from the bus stop all the way to sch. tears were rolling down my eyes . even when i entered the sch, i continued to cry. i couldn't help myself. it was just to painful. its now time to move. i just hope i'm strong enough to do so. goodbye once again.

2009 has passed.

haha. I've not updated my blog for sometime oready. Lazy. Well, a lot has happened. Both good and bad. School's starting soon. A lot of activities going on for me. Each day my heart beats, i feel like, i'm put up with more and more challenges. Each time i move forward, something pulls me back. I have a feeling 2010 will be a challenging year. I've planned to go to the library everyday after school, to either study or do my homework. Gotta work twice as hard as i did last year. Wish me luck.